Friday, June 13, 2008

What is 'the aim' of my life?

Everyone has an aim to achieve in his or her life time, what's mine?

I have a few in my mind at the moment, sadly all of them seems far yet I seriously feel I needed to achieve that..Just read through MalysiaKini, Updated myself with some news about fuel price hikes event in Malaysia, having so many unhappy comments, feel sort of unhappy, furious about what and how the government have been treated the people in his country! At the same time, there is some sourness because it is my beloved home country, a country that I have live in for the past 19 years of my life, what does it means? It contains more than 90% of my memory, 90% of my lfietime spent in the same country.but what it have done?

Disappointment after disappointment, when will the gov realise what is going to happen, what is going to be in the future, did they plan? do they ever thought about it? What is about future? U have massive amount of high quality palm oil, but what they have done? nothing except sell it for crap price..why they need to do that? god knows..What I can do? will the idea of biofuel accepted? by a country who are exporting oil? but yet at the same time importing low quality oil? Would they be any biotechnologist in the country to step up and get the idea around the leader? I aint think so..its so sad yet pathetic..

A country with 3 races, with more than hundred or thousands of great food, wide variety until u cant having try all of that in one week, but yet, gov policies of having bumiputeras in local company or gov department has destroyed everything...when the quota would have be gone? Until when we still need to get out of the country to survive? why? its my country, its our country..sad..

Anyway, not reli hope my point being heard or anything, just having it said..not very loud, but at least i sound out..the 'aim'. it would sound perfect if i can serve my country, but do they need me? Will they ever appreciate what we did? Its getting more grey in having a developed country in such a short period of time..not until they are awake...

Biotechnology is the key, at least in near future, biofuel will take over, for the time after petroleum fuel is gone and right before hydrogen fuel is ruling the whole industry, and I hope they can see that..more to be mentioned, the policies, the rules and regulation, its just pathetic after all...

If I have graduated as a Microbiologist, what I can do for my country? There is lots of thing That I can do for the sake of the country but yet would it be appreciate?

Learning to appreciate..live a life that will not regret in later life...and I am still waiting for the calls...